Monday, May 17, 2010

I'm here again..

Well, This week is my tough week i should said. I gotta to handle the wages by myself and nobody will let mi i guess.. my "head" is back. and I dunno how my life will go on at seaquest. becoz everybody will say "she will push thing for me to do".

Couple of week ago, I got a warning letter from company saying that i always urgent leave due to my lateness. At that moment I was thinking, from Jan till now is only 5month and my leave is only left 2 day. Then after i realise how much leave i taking when i at JNP for the 1 and a half year. I think i had taken pretty more leave then other. I should said, I very fortunate when i at JNP. But unfortunately, due to my own issue i tender my resignation to them and I left in a veri bad way.

Right now, I don't see at more prospect from my current employer. I dunno is it becoz i already learned all the thing i need to learn or they got no time to teach me?? I had been doing the same thing since 2010 started. What should i do?? Can someone lead mi?? I always lost my way.. I always got the negative thinking and make my change job immed. but i noe i cant right now. HOW....... God, can u please help me and tel mi what should i do next???

Recently, Mum got retrenchment from her company and sad thing is she had been working there for 9 year and this is what a company do to her. OMG.. 9 year is pretty long year and yet everything can change in the next minute. A big company will also retrench employee. unbelievable!!! I didn't expect that "retrenchment" will approach one of our family member.